Fantasy

My emotions are so soft like I feel like I'm in a fairytale when I close my eyes and everything's quiet and I listen to music that makes me feel Like I'm flying I let my imagination take me away into a lovely place I call home as I dance in the stars I feel everything fade away, then its just me and my sadness, happiness and I feel like everything is better.  But when I live in a world of demons and angels and I'm scared to show my true emotions, I stay quiet to hide my fear and trauma but always end up crying. slowly losing myself over time, I feel like I'm falling down a never ending hole of fear and sadness, all my past traumas seeking up on me one by one taking turns.