Vent! (Chapter 1)

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Why do you think its good to change bad habits?

For the comfort of others, For a better time, Etc.


My reason to change my habits.. Is for my life. I am lonely, and that's because of my weird personality. I always end up saying something that upsets someone and therefore makes me lose them..

For instance, my weirdness.

Today, I was on a call with 2 of my "friends" (yes, QUOTATION MARKS) And I think I made them uncomfortable, with my.. Behavior. I would make weird noises, and even from Joseph, whose normally chill, he even spoke up.

I hope that one day, I can have a good friend group, who loves me for who I am.. Even if that habit doesn't change.

I haven't made any progress towards changing it, Which is a major downside.

I love my 2 "friends" through thick and thin, even when Valara flirts with Joseph in my face, Or when joseph is racist, I love them to death, and that would never change

They are my main reason for living, and for the past 8 days, have been the best time of my life, Joseph. Im glad I met you, and your funny Racist personality, which I hate (and your flirting tendencies)

And even you, Valara. Even if you do flirt with people in front of me.. You're still a kind girl. I hope you make the best in life, and stop eating jellybean!

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This hit hard, I will stop flirting so much I know Its something I do but Its always just a friendly or playful flirt It makes some people uncomfortable and I would love to give some advice, I will stay here With you through thick thin and even If we are drowning I will be a real friend to you even if It doesn't feel like I am trying. You are Incredibly sweet and I would love to get to know you better then ever before. Your sounds make you perfect and I may as well join you in that cause Its adorable And plus I love making weird sounds to! If we ever Meet I'm given you a big hug and most likely going to demand cuddles (Don't ask I love cuddles-) And If your not In the mood for cuddles then I will make sure your happy and Living well. PS I will not stop eating my cat UnU

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Forgot to add. I love you.

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@0_Ciscaux_0

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ValaraParinoid_Rat wrote:

This hit hard, I will stop flirting so much I know Its something I do but Its always just a friendly or playful flirt It makes some people uncomfortable and I would love to give some advice, I will stay here With you through thick thin and even If we are drowning I will be a real friend to you even if It doesn't feel like I am trying. You are Incredibly sweet and I would love to get to know you better then ever before. Your sounds make you perfect and I may as well join you in that cause Its adorable And plus I love making weird sounds to! If we ever Meet I'm given you a big hug and most likely going to demand cuddles (Don't ask I love cuddles-) And If your not In the mood for cuddles then I will make sure your happy and Living well. PS I will not stop eating my cat UnU

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ValaraParinoid_Rat wrote:

This hit hard, I will stop flirting so much I know Its something I do but Its always just a friendly or playful flirt It makes some people uncomfortable and I would love to give some advice, I will stay here With you through thick thin and even If we are drowning I will be a real friend to you even if It doesn't feel like I am trying. You are Incredibly sweet and I would love to get to know you better then ever before. Your sounds make you perfect and I may as well join you in that cause Its adorable And plus I love making weird sounds to! If we ever Meet I'm given you a big hug and most likely going to demand cuddles (Don't ask I love cuddles-) And If your not In the mood for cuddles then I will make sure your happy and Living well. PS I will not stop eating my cat UnU

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Why the face lol

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ValaraParinoid_Rat wrote:
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ValaraParinoid_Rat wrote:

This hit hard, I will stop flirting so much I know Its something I do but Its always just a friendly or playful flirt It makes some people uncomfortable and I would love to give some advice, I will stay here With you through thick thin and even If we are drowning I will be a real friend to you even if It doesn't feel like I am trying. You are Incredibly sweet and I would love to get to know you better then ever before. Your sounds make you perfect and I may as well join you in that cause Its adorable And plus I love making weird sounds to! If we ever Meet I'm given you a big hug and most likely going to demand cuddles (Don't ask I love cuddles-) And If your not In the mood for cuddles then I will make sure your happy and Living well. PS I will not stop eating my cat UnU

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Why the face lol

Was trying to find out how much you lied in that paragraph

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Tf 0_0

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?

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Why would I lie lol

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No reason, Just dont trust you

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Damn. I mean I get it but ouch

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You don't trust me 😭🙏

You dont even like me that much 😭🙏😭🙏

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No I do trust you lol Just took a lil time, And who said I aint like you? (I do but not saying how much)

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My point exactly.

How muuch you like joseph

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Cannot disclose that information FBI only lol

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My point exactly.

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IM A INTERNATANALLLLLL SUPER SPYYYYY (SUPER SPYYYYYYY)

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Alright.

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lol