What's wrong with me?

What's wrong with me?
Why can't I just be happy?
Why do I feel this way?
Life is always so gray,
why do I even pray
that things will change?
Things are changing,
but not in a good way.
Everyone is leaving,
now im grieving.
Trapped in a prison,
Can't this pain just go away?
Why does every one just leave me?
What's wrong with me?!

Cold and alone.
Don't even wanna pick up the phone,
My heart cold as stone. 
My life is filled with lies,
People lying to me all the time.
Tired of faking it,
I'm just ready to quit.
Nobody at my funeral,
my life isn't renewable. 
My life is a joke don't lie to me,
you know it is. 
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?

Suicide thoughts,
come and go all the time.
Have to act like I'm fine,
I'm not fine. 
Seeing double vision,
cant look at my own reflection.
Hate myself. 
Cry out for help,
No one to hear me.
Thinking bout ending it all,
I'm falling.
Falling into a place I cant get out of.
I'm losing hope,
In the kitchen I leave a envelope,
for you to find 
I'm sorry I left you behind.
It's just that I'm-

Cold and alone.
Don't even wanna pick up the phone,
My heart cold as stone. 
My life is filled with lies,
People lying to me all the time.
Tired of faking it,
I'm just ready to quit.
Nobody at my funeral,
my life isn't renewable. 
My life is a joke don't lie to me,
you know it is. 
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?

Spiraling into a depression,
every therapy session,
doesn't even help.
Stopped tryna even talk to anyone.
I feel so alone,
don't even have a phone
but even if i did,
no one would call it. 
So I just play my guitar,
maybe fall off the radar.
Try to be ok when I know I can't be,
the pain in me, no one can see. 
I hate this life,
no one to keep me going. 
I'm all alone. I'm-

Cold and alone.
Don't even wanna pick up the phone,
My heart cold as stone. 
My life is filled with lies,
People lying to me all the time.
Tired of faking it,
I'm just ready to quit.
Nobody at my funeral,
my life isn't renewable. 
My life is a joke don't lie to me,
you know it is. 
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?

Try to mask the pain,
I'd rather get on a plane.
Sometimes I think I'm insane,
In my mind I'm always in a debate. 
Maybe this is fate,
I just wanna be okay for you,
you can bet this is true. 
There's something wrong with me,
Why can't I ever be happy?
Everyone always tell me this isnt how I feel,
but trust me I know this is real.
Wonderin if this is a all worth it,
all this working here
it's becoming bery clear.
No one cares dont even try to be fair. 
I hate this life and I'm done,
I'm so f*cking done..
Nothing's ever gonna change.
I'm always alone
Always

Cold and alone.
Don't even wanna pick up the phone,
My heart cold as stone. 
My life is filled with lies,
People lying to me all the time.
Tired of faking it,
I'm just ready to quit.
Nobody at my funeral,
my life isn't renewable. 
My life is a joke don't lie to me,
you know it is. 
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?

All ever wanted was for some to be there,
Maybe the world would treat me fair.
All I ever wanted was for someone to care.
I'm so f*cking mental I can't let go. 
I've been trying for years,
tryna face all these d*mn fears. 
Now I know for sure,
there's something wrong with me. 
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?

Remember that curse/swear words are supposed to contain asterisks...there are underage kids in this club.

so why are you just getting onto me for this now? i cussed 1 times in one of my other songs and you didnt say anything...

now give birth

wtf?

I'm not trying to get on your case...the first time was a one-time only thing, so I wasn't sure if it mattered too much. But it's happened again, so I was just reminding you of the club rules.

ok

there, now it's half-bleeped out

Awesome, and thanks!

np👍