It is better for you to change your perspective of chess now, early in your chess playing career. There is a system different from anything you know that will help you see what is really going on in the opening, the middle game, and the endgame.
If you would like to know, please let me know. I don't want to go to a lot of trouble posting an explanation of the system, if you are not interested.
I am a novice at chess play. Is there a way to learn on your own (for now)? If so, how?what tools (on internet, software) are the best to learn and have fun?