What is paranoia? When my mother used to get on my case about my drug induced depth of thought, she would tell me I was paranoid and not right in the head. I explained to her that in fact I was keenly very aware and it didn't make my thought process wrong. I will agree the way I got there wasn't so savory, but once you know so much it can become more burdensome than if your are oblivious. Hence, ignorance is bliss and many are the sorrows of a wise man. Even perhaps more intriguing to me is that maybe those who know so much more than everyone else, they first can't connect on a satisfying level with anyone else to have a fulfilling life and look to the one thing that makes them who they are in such a gifted way, only to realize they aren't brilliant enough to deliver themselves from their troubles and the more they know, the more they realize, the less they truly understand. It can definitely push you over the edge. I am not sure exactly other than by the grace of God I am still sane. Maybe I am not a good enough chess player yet...lol
well-said! Ignorance is blissssssssss
His son hadn't learned a whole lot about math yet before his first nut bout. Some schizos go over the edge in very early childhood before they have been educated in anything.