I can glance through a few of your Ruy Lopez games, but without even seeing them yet, it sounds to me like this opening just isn't your optimal opening preference. Sure, it can be a good opening, but are you enjoying the positions? Are you getting results with it? If you aren't getting optimal results and it isn't often enjoyable, then it's time for another opening.
I experienced similar. Like most people learning chess, I used to play 1. e4 e5 with both white or black. Shortly after, I swapped to playing 1. d4 (and the queen's gambit if they played 1...d5), but everything else I kept with 1. e4 e5 for black. I continued this for the most part of my journey to cross 2000 chess.com rapid... I was doing fine and I loved ...e5 against e4, but I just wasn't getting the best results against certain variations. I knew this opening choice was an area I could improve on, but I didn't want to swap openings with the black pieces and "lose" all of the e4 e5 theory I knew as black. I eventually did switch to the Caro-Kann and I feel this much better fits my playstyle. I score better with it and I feel comfortable with it's positions even better than I did with ...e5.
I'm still slightly saddened that I don't get to see the Ruy Lopez, or the Italian Game, or other openings which ...e5 could play into, but I still play them in unrated games on occasion and even though my opening repertoire choice has changed, my theory wasn't completely wasted because I still kept the patterns in mind that those openings taught me and every now and then, I'll still encounter a position where one of those patterns (or same pawn structure) shows up and then I know what to do.
Although it may seem scary to abandon literally years of opening prep like I did... this change may benefit you better in the long-term.
Hello,
I was wondering if someone could help me analyze my Ruy Lopez games (rapid games, I don't care about blitz much) and help me identify what I'm doing wrong. For context, I'm a 2000 rapid player who has been studying the Ruy Lopez for over a year. Despite this, I've been losing nearly every game I play in the Spanish, regardless of whether my opponent plays theory or plays garbage like Qf6. I know I should probably change to a different opening, but I don't want my hours of studying this opening to have gone to nothing.
If someone could please help, I'd appreciate it. Thanks to you all ♥