I invented this opening [ This is both white and black using my opening] :
I don't see why you deserve personal insults or patronising comments as I don't see what you've done wrong exactly. I won't treat you like a simpleton as you don't deserve to be.
The truth is that that opening is truly terrible and is the reason why beginners (or anyone really) if they want to improve shouldn't try to create anything new in the opening. In fact I wouldn't think about trying to invent anything new myself, that would also be bound to be terrible in comparison to the tried and tested openings which have been built upon and improved on over 100s of years.
So in summary don't try to re-invent the wheel especially when you should be more focusing on learning basic opening principles..

Personally I think idiots like you should be banned from the site.
Not just personally, please leave the site RR.