no. ur just special
i call it...... the point disease
Yes, but I notice alot of sus stuff, like the winner making best move every move and in seconds followed up with a great or brilliant to crush me in blitz, then you go to their profile and see that their rapid is 200 lower in elo.....Not strange at all!!🤣🤣🤣🤣

does anyone else have this thing were every time you get ahead in points you make a blunder
It is quite natural but by no means unavoidable. To win material in most cases goes hand in hand with making concessions, overextending, bringing pieces away from the defence from your king, weakening squares in your half of the board etc. Realising an advantage is much more closely related to having adequate defensive skills than people realise and understanding there are inherent weaknesses in your position as a result of having an advantage.
does anyone else have this thing were every time you get ahead in points you make a blunder