I think a big issue you have is around the time control. I assume you're only playing 10 mins games at any time?
Look at move 15 - I'm sure you can look at that and see you should have captured that Knight with your bishop rather than moving the rook. There's no video or book you need to be able to see that and understand the error.
What you really needed to be able to see that correct move was the one thing you didn't give yourself any of... time! You only gave yourself 5 seconds to make that move so rushed into the first thing you saw.
I'd suggest you stop playing 10 mins and switch to 15|10 at least - that will enable you to slow down and review all of your options before moving.
I'd also strongly recommend playing some daily games where you often have as much as 3 days to decide what to do next.
*Edit - multiple typing errors removed and tidier pgn file used*
I have been on chess.com for nearly 7 months now. I read a lot of similar beginner posts and suggestions on the forum yet I am still stuck and rather than playing better, I am getting worse.
I have worked through a lot of the free lessons on chess.com, I have done most of the ones on lichess as well.
As I read on other posts, instead of learning a ton of openings I have studied one in-depth before moving on, I have watched and re-watched John Bartholomew’s YouTube chess fundamentals videos (the one on I undefended pieces 3x at least). I am working through the book Predator at the chessboard to work on tactics specifically and I am doing puzzles everyday. I have slowed down my playing a lot but now I constantly run out or time.
I known I should get a chess coach but I am masters student and right now can’t afford one until I finish my degree and get a job.
I would welcome any advice as I am starting to wonder whether chess is not for me. I can’t seem to think ahead/see moves ahead and I am constantly making blunders.
The more I try and think about the next move the more I appear to be blind sided my something else.
Thank you in advance.
Majinn