losing games to my own bad play

just as i thought lost a couple games late in the day but again all were over 30 moves some over 40 moves so not a total loss got to get out side this morning before heat moves in and cut what little grass I am able to cut I can do about 10 minutes about half the lawn then I have to stop and also one hedge that needs topping off that's about 5 minutes so after that its into the pool for a swim then back inside to stay cool and rest this heat is ridulus to hot too humid over 100 today to do anything else but play chess

Its the worst feeling to come back to chess after a long break and just sucking at it

yes it is worse is just sucking at it when you left and then come back and suck even more

Don't think like that, taking your self worth from a board game just doesn't make sense.

I would be happy to coach you to 1000 rapid

maybe we could play a game and see what transpires i would love to have someone talk to me during a game to see what iam missing in thought processes i like 3 day gives me time to think that for sure

Ill be online for a while this evening if you can play then.

OK THEN

LOSTATCHESS, just wanted to give you a ding that I'm ready, and waiting.

i don'tthink its going to work out right now thanks anyways for the offer

back sliding a bit, losing ground, way under 350 now and a lot of my games that were over 35-40 moves I'm now getting to the point to resign at 30 -33 moves. instead. Next bunch of games, i will try to last a little longer, getting back to over 40 moves if i can, and not pull my queen out as soon and strictly stay in a defensive mode.