I don’t see a point in continuing something which I’ll never get better at, I enjoy the positions and learning but I’m just incapable and I seem to play worse and worse day by day
All you're playing is speed chess. Moving fast will not allow you to improve.
https://www.chess.com/live/game/6087593297
You played a G30, made 44 moves, lost, and still had 20:44 left on the clock.
The other day I mated an opponent fairly early in the game. It was an awesome move. But... It would have been a lot more amazing had I known my move was going to be mate. I really want to get better... But some people have the gift. I don't have it. I just really only need to beat my father in law!
I've had the same problem. I guess continue playing as much as you can. You might get better. Make it like a routine