chess is annoying
If you're having trouble, and aren't enjoying yourself, don't play rated. Not worth stressing yourself out. Do puzzles and play unrated games.
No matter how many times people say, stop playing blitz and bullet, you ignore it and wonder why nothing changes.
Here is the answer: nothing changes, because you ignore the advice and change nothing.
It is that simple.
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