good chess videos to learn
check it out.....browse.....lots of resources for learning chess, including videos here....
https://www.chess.com/blog/RussBell
If you persevere and are diligent in studying you could become a grandmaster......it takes a lot of work.....if it were easy everyone would do it.....but then it wouldn't be chess - it would be checkers. But it should also be fun....if it isn't, just play checkers.