how many games did u play until u felt like u were good

After about 30 games I felt I was good. After about 100 games I realized I had a long way to go. When I passed 1700 USCF I felt I was decent and passing 2100 made me feel I was somewhat good, but not with the certainty I had after 30 games (at which point I was the equivalent of about 400 strength and didn't know enough to realize what that actually meant - maybe 0.03% of the general populace could beat me but a much, much, much higher percentage of the regular chess-playing populace could).

Would that make you eligible for the title of Candidate Master? I don't care what others say and how you view yourself. I think you are very good as a chess player.

for bullet is 1
for blitz its 3
for rapid 10 games

Haven't made it there yet

i suck anyways

Played thousand games and still nut. 5 to 8 wins in row followed by 5-8 loss in row.

Another way to look at it is this:

It only takes one game to make you feel like a good player. One good game, where you manage to make few to no mistakes and find some nice tactics. A game where you are never in trouble and that ends in a nice checkmate.

Then again, it only takes one game to make you feel like a terrible player again. One game, where you hang a piece for no reason, a game where you threw away a clearly winning advantage, because you could not find a way to promote a pawn even though it was there etc.

It is a continuous cycle of feeling good, then bad, then good again. At least for me.

For US Chess CM? Yes. The equivalent strength was about 150 less than needed for FIDE CM. And in the intervening thirty years I've dropped a couple hundred points (though my last, and fairly recent, performance in a US Open was at a 2100+ US Chess level).