I am done, this game is too hard
I think my problem is that I genuinely cant see the board properly regardless of the time to play a move. It is not the amount of time but my eyes and my visual processing problems. I could have the whole day and still not see it even if you hinted it to me.
Thats my problem. Sometimes squares bleed into one or I genuinely dont process there was a full diagonal open.
Play daily games only, set a real board up and mirror the game. I'm going to get shot for this so do it unrated only. But actually make your proposed move and look again, take an hour looking, take three, change your mind if you want.