I was... now... I am!
The question is 2 B or NOT 2 B... or in this case 2 NOT B or 2 B!
So 4example I recommend you to play something like 1. b2-b4 and surprise your opponents. There4e, b4 your opponents play what they think... they will, you surprise them. At least you will have fun with your game.
Before, also I played more solid & harvested more points. Nowadays I play very volatile & make silly silly mistakes at times. So I totally relate.
However, I also play chess as brain-exercise, so even when I suffer bitter defeats, I know that I am better on than better off!
That is my humble opinion.
I keep my rating going down.
I was 1670... now I am 1530 points only.
Something happent to me. My problem is I can't figure out my opponent's next move.
But I don't give a f...ck about that.
I play for pleasure.
I an not a Chess maniac.