We have all been there and can feel your pain!! I would rather lose a game playing aggressive chess than get smothered to death slowly. Nice vid
I get what you're saying, but I also know that, if I'm going to grow to be a better player, I need to slow down and double-check on every move that I'm not leaving the door open for my opponent to deliver a killing blow.
In this 30-minute game, I get a decisive lead against a higher-rated player and then rush in to make the kill, forgetting first to ensure my own king was protected! Aaaaagh!!!
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