This is probably the worst game in my life. This was a correspondence game, so it makes things even worse. I got really upset after 34...h5, when I saw that I could've improved my position by, say, 34...Bd8+ 35.Kxf5 Rb5+. So, I got very emotional and this is probably why I missed the mate in one. I even thought about giving up chess after this game.
But then I took a deep breath and calmed down. I've learned a very important lesson: never get lazy and stop thinking when you have a winning position.
This is probably the worst game in my life. This was a correspondence game, so it makes things even worse. I got really upset after 34...h5, when I saw that I could've improved my position by, say, 34...Bd8+ 35.Kxf5 Rb5+. So, I got very emotional and this is probably why I missed the mate in one. I even thought about giving up chess after this game.
But then I took a deep breath and calmed down. I've learned a very important lesson: never get lazy and stop thinking when you have a winning position.