is this cheating?

What would Jesus do?

Crack the whip? Speak in a parable, tell Peter that Satan's speaking through him, then feed me a fish?

If what you are trying to say is that you used engine to confirm your move in an ongoing game. It is real cheating.

Checking engine in any way in an ongoing match is cheating, even only for seeing the evaluation of who's position is currently better. no matter if you play the move you decided to make before checking the engine.

Checking engine in any way in an ongoing match is cheating, even only for seeing the evaluation of who's position is currently better. no matter if you play the move you decided to make before checking the engine.
because just seeing the evaluation can affect how you play, to be reckless or careful, defensive or attacking...

I think that is not a real person, only a spambot, using a mishmask of biblical and chess vocabulary.

I think that is not a real person, only a spambot, using a mishmask of biblical and chess vocabulary.
who?

I think that is not a real person, only a spambot, using a mishmask of biblical and chess vocabulary.
who?
The OP.

"if i opened up an engine in the middle of a game and used the cpu to see the best move options, is that cheating?" ummmmmmm wow okay

Checking engine in any way in an ongoing match is cheating, even only for seeing the evaluation of who's position is currently better. no matter if you play the move you decided to make before checking the engine.
Adding: If they play a move and then check it then it's also possible that the move recommended would still be a top move on the next turn as well and give them unfair insight.

notamasterbutprettysolid1, thats how i felt when i did it, it felt grimy and mukkish, thank you, beautifully put. glad the Spirit is working and sense of morality