I felt like I was in the zone during these games and they were not so bad.
The next.
In the first game, 10.. Rxd4 was a terrible move. You should have gotten stomped.
The second game was better but you were still at a significant disadvantage out of the opening.
Indeed 10. ..Rxd4 was a mistake. 10. ..Kb2 was the suggested move from the chess.com computer analysis.
I got lucky when white played 12. Qb5+ and also 9.b4
22. ..Rb3+ was a fun move. Discovered check whilst blocking a check from the rook.
I felt like I was in the zone during these games and they were not so bad.
The next.