This question is constantly asked here. No one can tell you if you have/had what it takes until they see how you play. I think you need to play some games here and show them to people.
After you analyze them, you will have a basis to understand whether or not you have any skill and what areas are deficient. I looked at one of your 3 games played here two years ago and could quickly see that you deserve a higher rating than 1100. How much higher, I have no idea.
Play 25 games to see where you stand.
Hi, so like all players i too want to be a GM/IM some day
I did participate in Indian junior nationals after winning my state-level when i was 8 years old without much chess coaching really. I did ok i think. That was 14 years ago. And after that i couldnt really play it anymore due to circumstances
Now after almost 15 years i just tried visiting a under 1600 rating tourney with no practise and lost both games i played against1500 rated players, and i abandoned the tourney.
I hope to become a GM/IM within a long period of 7-10 years with slow and stable study. So what would be the plan for having the best chances of hitting it over such a long period if i can put in approx 2 hours per day from now?
i do enjoy positional play and i dont mind reading a lot of chess, and i can go on for hours usually without getting tired, analysing each position, but i dont want to immediately join a chess club. I want to learn a bit more, so i can get to a decent level again, because losing to low level players just hurts my ego too hard.
i just got the Chesmaster- Grandmaster edition, and im starting to learn the academy courses in it, and solve them all on my own, every move which im not sure i just copy the position and set it up and play it against the computer even if it is not mentioned in the tutorial. I found it really satisfying.
One more question, is it better to put off rated tournament play for later. Do the first few ranked games matter a lot, (like in online MMORPG games); or does it not matter where you begin?
I dont care about winning any games immediately, but what are the skills which i need to start honing now so they will reap rewards 5-10 years down the line?