Aggression

Time is an illusion.

Lunchtime doubly so.

Well, I am still struggling with it. But I will say that it is getting better.
The anger is still there but I catch myself out before it gets worse.
I am still a loser though... 
That will take a lot longer to change.

I don't like to lose lots of consecutive games at all. That can make me appalled

Yeah, this really angers me too. Like a lot. 
Hence why I am going to stop and I have to analyse my games...

I feel you bro.

Nah, I am done with this. 
Keep losing and being inconsistent. Still a failure in life

Damn it

Next time you lose a game and feel rage coming, try to name it:

“I’m feeling ashamed” or “I feel like I’ve failed”

Naming emotions helps distance yourself from the impulse to act on them.

A rubber duck might help: you could squeeze, punch or throw it

I am aware of that but it happens often. Alternating days at times. I really need a career man...