If you're improving and you've gotten even one win, then more will come soon. When I started out I played some games against Antonio and it was a while before I felt my chances were good. There were a lot of quick losses.
Do you ever save the games and analyze them? You can't expect to win if you keep doing the same thing over and over.
Not sure what else to say that the title doesn't. I must have faced the Antonio bot as white playing the London at least 100 times and have won once because he made a bizarre move. Other than that, I'm almost certain hes playing with like 90% accuracy because he's literally unbeatable with the London system. I'm not well versed in other openings as white at the moment but it seems to me almost all of his moves are perfect and I keep getting mated left and right. It's impossible. I'm so mad at the bot I actually came here to rant about it. It's bad.