Frankly speaking I am very tired of playing chess all day. I am progressing very slowly. I am playing chess since 8 years now and my game is not as strong as it should have been by this time. I haven't won a single tournament till now. Probably becoming a GM is beyond my reach now. In 8 more years I will be 30 year old man and if I don't become an expert by that time, I will be nowhere. I have sacrificed my academics for chess and if I fail to reach the top in chess, I will miss out on both academic career and chess. I will be an unsuccessful man and all efforts will be wasted.😓😑😞
It seems you can somehow judge the situation. Please be realistic. You can do chess as a hobby instead of a profession.
that's a story for another time, leklerk1, or can't you wait?
I for myself can't but it's obviously not your problem. Not for decades.