Can some strong player analyze this game I've just played please

Time 3|0

I was short on time so I had to move but at this point I didn't know what to do exactly I needed more time plus my opponent moves pretty fast and pretty accurate, definitely not an easy player. So I started pretty much random tactics in a hope that he will panic which he didn't so I lost. But I'm wondering what continuation is here and what does engine says who's stronger here?

http://www.chess.com/livechess/game?id=2071230628

Move 30 as I said above I was short on time and wasn't sure of a move just yet so started this bazaar attack to scary him a little in a hope that he makes tactical mistake which he didn't

What does engine says until move 30 . If engine stars playing from move 30 , who takes it?

What you mean you can't open it? Anyone else can't open it?

I don't have an engine, so I cant