Can someone help me in chess? I'm not doing so well and I keep getting bullied by players,

I usually make 1 to several mistakes cause I'm a beginner. I'm currently floating between 1000 and 1200 and i constantly am getting bad mannered by better players who make fun of me.

I understand that you are going to say "do not let them get to you" or "you're letting them get to you". I disable chat but they still do it in my the board (in game). They make 8 queens and then they emote on me and leave. 

I'm falling apart here and I'm getting very discouraged on continuing my chess career (not really a career but I would like to be good at it). 

Can someone with a good perspective, maybe some coaching or something to help me with my game play so I don't keep getting BM'ed (bad mannered or trolled) in game? 

It might just be me but I think I might be beyond saving at this point. I take breaks in between but then I keep losing everything when I have momentum. But for some reason when I do give up, my opponent either stalemates me or has to do a ladder mate in order to checkmate me. Mind you, this is 1000s you should be able to checkmate me with a king and rook or at least 1 queen and king. It makes me frustrated that my opponents can play perfectly in the beginning or middle game but missed mate in 1 or 2 and/or then makes a queen for a ladder mate (or even worse stalemate) 

I will continue to not resign as much as I can every if my opponent laughs at me in chat or emotes on me. 


Can anyone help me? Feel free to look at my games. I know I'm going to be made fun of at this point but I don't know.