Thanks a lot for your replies.
It means a lot to me. I'll have to assume who I am and not let people define me. But I am 26 years and even though it's never too late to going back to school I see little hope for that. I am working full time and have barely time for myself outside work. Also, school is far behind me..Not sure I coud come back and succeed at it. I don't have any interest in these subjects. For some reason it's different with chess, I can study the game and read books on it with passion...

there are kids (10-12-14 years old) who are chess masters and obviously do not have much formal education because of their ages. so clearly, education isnt related to chess strength.
Magnus Carlsen even took a year off school to travel and play chess when he was in his early teens. seems to me he is doing just fine...