Help! Blundering in NEARLY EVERY GAME!!!

i have on record 38 48 win with black pieces 5 min total was time. just eyes open. i have lossses here against lines on 101 what u learned first at ur monied learning i didnt get money n i aint living cause of chess but im hopelessly addicted to a real love of chess n wall admitted im amongst top million in world if that. that's not uh. yea so what. but i foundn a healthy release toward chess in the sunn or suicide chessn its chesss n u kno ur level n masters level n ul never b therm. thenn add blitz 5 min flat n some legal drink or shirt or if u do what i do but get lit n olay blitz. it makes ir game awful. u just met ur crack. take rolls like zukcerburg took today. lose yea a lottta multibillions gone its gone. yea was ther n now. yea no. its gone . i have soared up 200 points mettlkng people n slid dowm a mountain of rhe works of a retarded anti has a brain. type of brillance. to bollserdash if u smoke anbowl n pass n it being all legal municipality wise regarding the laws of govering n whatnot. yes yes we all have other things. im a weekend volunteer in ss 39 german i am young n love my country my mother my leader my gf who is property n i get a uniform n i get to shooot people go om state trips pick out ur own new indusjtyu businesa juat take it like it was free heady days. n u.. i lkay basketball i dont like trump im rebublican n need newer shinnier weapons. we didnt steal elections those elections amngonst ther own conspoired masses r as free as Putin's out of pocket expenses when he pushes gas pedal of his german engineered supercar. n he thinks mr trump is very..................... after laughing contines thru decades of damge easy decades he is dropping dead of a stroke causedx by excertiom of havibf beesn forced to stop thinking treasonous thoughts my kawyer herews this i cant okay chess the games recorded.. e4 in my game of nero. uh. 1e4 ?