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in my games in a winning position against players at this level but then lose b/c i played a move to quickly in a winning position should win all these games easily but lose because of habits caused by bullet if it weren't for this i would be 1200 elo i could have played Qf1 and be up a piece
What move are you talking about? It wasn't just one bad move. It took more than one blunder to lose the game.
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in my games in a winning position against players at this level but then lose b/c i played a move to quickly in a winning position should win all these games easily but lose because of habits caused by bullet if it weren't for this i would be 1200 elo i could have played Qf1 and be up a piece