What is the mint mark, and how easy is it to see the pictures/read the numbers and words? That's cool you found it with your metal detector, I don't have much luck with mine.
I do not know why I even play chess.

I do not know why I even continue playing chess? Why do you lile or play chess? It just makes me feel miserable.
I sometimes feel that way too. I can't speak for you, but for me when I feel that way it has to do with not performing up to my own expectations. I don't always feel like that; do you? You have a premium account; if I did, I would spend more time doing tactics and lessons and less time playing. Skill and confidence should lessen misery. Try that?
found it with my metal detector its a 1936 must have been dropped not long after it was made