Everybody sucks compared to somebody. All openings are complicated, and it takes a long time just to learn the moves. And you have after all won 3 of your games. 
Btw I'll admit I have no idea what the following statement means:
"And 2 of my wins are from my opponents giving up."
LOL


I'm like 3-9. And 2 of my wins are from my opponents giving up. I try to follow the beginning principles and everything, but everyone uses complicated openings, I can't play black to save my life and make stupid moves, it's a habit. It sucks because I have a bad record and what if one day I get decent ? People are going to see this bad record. They say in the beginner guide to play 100 matches before moving on .. But I don't know how much longer I can take losing. And this premium membership was just a 10-day demo .. I Guess I'm a natural bad player, lol. Any hope ?