I used to be a serious over the board chess player, now a hobby player and retired !!?

I used to be a serious weekend chess congress player, up and down the country and my last over the board rating was 1764 I would hate losing any game!! However soon as covid hit and local chess clubs closed along with my health declining I now play online as a hobby woodpusher, now 68 I still enjoy playing but now and again I do drop a clanger and lose games, 10 years ago if I lost i would be angry but it never effects me now I just go onto the next encounter I joined in April and are currently holding onto a 1500 rating on chess.com but don't think ratings bother me anymore, perhaps it's part of getting older and being away from the serious side of chess be interesting to here other players thoughts too!