Rest maybe an idea, do puzzles and tactics for a few days then go back to playing.
I want to quit but i cant.. what is wrong with me

I suggest that you can try playing daily chess,in daily chess you need not be be online always you can try 1 move per day and you can play multiple games at a time try joining some daily chess tournaments they are a lot of fun and good point is that daily chess will not affect your work whenever you get time in a day you can come online to make your move and if you are addicted to blitz or bullet try doing some puzzle rush sessions they are a lot of fun and you will not get frustrated by doing puzzle rush gl
I was perfectly happy and i used to "know:" chess. As a person i am decently successful - trophy wife and angel kids, cushy nice job and good salary. I always wanted to do so many things , and then i again discovered chess - some old passion ignited.. and i started playing online. and now even when i have real dead line , real work to do , i cant stop but play this bs game .. and worst news is I am not even good at it. If I win multiple games , i dont want to stop - if i lose some games in a row , i want to win ,y points back. Back in the days I used to play video games, i know a thing or two about how people get sucked in to that , but i was never one of that. s I thought its just for pleasure .. but when I simply cant improve , and get beaten by 800-900 rated players I feel so bad, i want to do better.. but at core I am still 1100 online rated player . seriously How the heck I am going to stop. get my concentration back to work and life to . Any chance ( free time or not) I am getting , I am playing games. bullet - sort games .. and I don't feel good and I am still laying. Please give some advice, at this point , i think it requires more than just will power - which is shit anyways.