You can play only with friends or in groups.
I enjoy playing with other people, I just wonder sometimes if I'm actually playing a human? It seems that at night the difficulty jumps a few hundred points. Makes me wonder if that's the blitz bot hour?
Good, because I got a dozen of fake golden and silver medals from those tournaments. And the competition brought some title to their play :-))
Who knows? But you said you have few chances to play OTB. No many choices available. I'd suggest to focus more on standard though.
Feel proud that you wont drop down to a level where your self esteem is so low you have to cheat people to feel better about yourself.
an honest loser is better anyday in my book than a cheating winner 
Anyway, I'm not playing over the internet. Just for the record.
Judging by your win rate and 'decentish' (for an amateur player) ratings it seems strange to me that you'd suddenly announce this. Also you have quite a nice profile which you have personlised.. In terms of cheating you will get this on every site and I'd not get disheartened by it. The majority of people are here because they love the game and only a few really cheat especially in blitz. But.. you got to do what you got to do! All best :)
You can play only with friends or in groups.
Yes, this is a good solution.
You can play only with friends or in groups.
Yes, this is a good solution.
That is a good idea, never actually thought of that myself.
Madness abounds here, live with it, embrace it, become insane, you might enjoy it.
What if I am already insane? Then what do I do ?
I'm confused. You are canceling because there too many cheaters, or because you are upset about not improving?
I'm confused. You are canceling because there too many cheaters, or because you are upset about not improving?
I'm not cancelling. I got upset because I lost a few blitz games.
I'm confused. You are canceling because there too many cheaters, or because you are upset about not improving?
I'm not cancelling. I got upset because I lost a few blitz games.
There's an app for that.
Better view all the videos before you do or better yet give it to any one who cared to reply in this thread. You are 2% at Chess mentor no wonder you are frustrated. These are the two gems here better make the most of your time engaging in them than playing blitz because you don't need to be a premium member just to play blitz.
Walang I think has a point. if its just a few blitz games, why pay?
on the other hand, we really can't be knowing how much you are taking advantage of premium features.
the other thought is that frustration is understandable, natural but unhelpful. I refuse to believe that the ONLY way forward (in rating) is cheating. this maybe my illusion but in my games, my opponents are making PLENTY of mistakes. I just make more!
I don't know if there's easy/hard hours. thats an interesting thought... I do think I am playing plenty of people (phillipines, india) that are in time zones that are likely their day (though it is near midnight EST in the USA).
Better view all the videos before you do or better yet give it to any one who cared to reply in this thread. You are 2% at Chess mentor no wonder you are frustrated. These are the two gems here better make the most of your time engaging in them than playing blitz because you don't need to be a premium member just to play blitz.
thanks, i'll try! 
Walang I think has a point. if its just a few blitz games, why pay?
on the other hand, we really can't be knowing how much you are taking advantage of premium features.
the other thought is that frustration is understandable, natural but unhelpful. I refuse to believe that the ONLY way forward (in rating) is cheating. this maybe my illusion but in my games, my opponents are making PLENTY of mistakes. I just make more!
I don't know if there's easy/hard hours. thats an interesting thought... I do think I am playing plenty of people (phillipines, india) that are in time zones that are likely their day (though it is near midnight EST in the USA).
ok I think I needed a second job!
I guess....