well my pa alweez sed bless his soul pull a cork if'n yer blue
I'm starting to feel depressed...

You have to learn what if feels like to get your arse kicked, before you can make other people know what it feels like to get their arse kicked. and its quite depressing.
I wouldnt be depressed about that game, because u barely lost at all.

You have to learn what if feels like to get your arse kicked, before you can make other people know what it feels like to get their arse kicked. and its quite depressing.
You buy me a soda and then resurrect a thread from 2014?!?

I should think one would need a proper refractory period before trying to play chess.
@achja I'm not a beginner, I started to play about 1 year and half ago, played only 1 OTB tournament, then I stopped to play for more than a year (just random blitz sometimes) and now starting again, and played this second tournament. Now I'm willing to work hard to improve a lot and continue to play