losing games to my own bad play

oh i see - that was not the intent i took from your short post before -- sorry you need to explain when talking on the forums of your meaning - but thanks for the input i get the point now

sat morning going very badly on most games --- retreating an a couple couple i am pinned in the corners -- couple i am down material too much to make 30 moves -- so turning into a very bad day will have to start couple more 24 hr games soon as i believe i need to resign a couple games in about three or four moves it was nice to be above 500 for once but i think that's soon to change

You’re not the problem. The pairings are not good for you .

it’s their fault for giving you bad pairings

SAT NIGHT games are about the same iam losing an a couple of fronts now with about four games in jeopardy of not making 30 moves --- yeps --- started two more tonight maybe better luck

well 20 in a row is a higher number than me most i ever did was 10 losses in a row but i lost once when i was really stupid 30 games in a day

speaking of stupid things---its going very badly today its snowing and i have to get out a shovel which means i be super tired rest of day especially after i take my meds - some financial things turned against me last night- my cost running a side hustle selling things on ebay -- well the costs to do it run higher than what was taken in this last month so my visa is completely used up covering those costs - plus i lost my last 5 dollars in poker money for the rest of the month the allotment is used up - so no poker - no going out with buddies -- and i had to cancel my iptv account -- so no netflicks/hbo etc and such till i can get turned around -- well out to the snow first ---maybe the superbowl will makes things seem better this evening --- who is playing again lost track after detroit was tossed out --- i and no i don't like the maple leafs so i did not buy my stanley cup tickets early this season like those fans do ---hahahahah

Keep pushing forward setbacks are temporary, and you've overcome tough spots before. Focus on what you can control, find small wins, and don't lose your sense of humor.

thanks for the pep talk i needed it today

my 532 is shortly going to go done to maybe under 500 with some losses only moves away and only one of them is at the 30 moves set min -- sooooooooooooooooo

snow is cleared and coffee is reheated --- and maybe a new game started even though the site today is very very slow

sloppy play on my part rushing to fast to make the move i thought was right turned out i put my queen in jeopardy so this game will be lost don't think i be able to get to 30 moves - was too much in a hurry as soon as i hit the check mark i saw the mistake -- too late then --- darn damn etc etc etc -- takinga break for super bowl game now

iam reaping now the rewards of my bad play in moves 6/7/8 in a bunch of games lost two games and now just about losing a third well yea losta third game - maybe even a fourth ---- thinking about switching to only defensive moves right from the start - to see if i can extend my move count over 30 moves per game yeo all new games will be very defensive moves from the get go

Confucius say ….. he who risk make many mistake … become WC

what does wc mean ???

but good saying just the same

it’s either world champ or the restroom.

i like ---water closet- myself cause that's what i usually do --go into the !@hiter making bad opening moves

going try something different i joined tourney for players under 600 that starts on the 21th maybe a tourney type play will bee interesting mind you its knock out so i guess i will be gone in the first round ---- but you never know i could get lucky and play a worse player than me (ha ha ha ha )

tuesday morning ----looks like i will be under 500 by days end- most of those games 24hr -i hope to get to 30 moves before the hammer comes down on me --

Same with arrogance, and best of luck to @LOSTATCHESS

YO YOU GOT 500 DAILY YESSIR @LOSTATCHESS!!

yes but as of tonight tuesday -- i will drop below 500 have three games iam going to be done( code for losing ) in short while most of these i am over 30 moves in so not a total loss-

WEDNESSDAY morning up to still 23 games playing 24 hr types - just made a couple get over 30 moves so happy about that - some i am going to lose in the next hour for sure but morning is full of doctor visits so won't be able to play till this afternoon

as predicted with in the hour iam going below 500 - but still gained a another game above 30 moves