after reading again your first post I recomend stay away of chess for a while... your brain is not working anymore to increase... you are in burnout state for chess..
go out, meet a girl, drink a beer.. play or watch football.. but stay away from chess
I bet your rating play by himself...
if you see 2-3 games lost in a raw, instead of pushing with nerve... go to bed.. sleep, drink cofee.. analyse whats wrong.. drink a coffee..and then go back to play chess