When you use a hint during Chess lessons & feel real stupid afterwards

I’ve only done 8 lessons because they are too elementary at this point, and I don’t have a membership so I could only do one a week when I used to watch them.

I’ve only done 8 lessons because they are too elementary at this point, and I don’t have a membership so I could only do one a week when I used to watch them.
Where's my donkey emoji when I need it? There doesn't seem to be one I can use on this forum. No matter. This is you.

I guess I wasn't expecting this joke to be met with so much immediate self-love and arrogance. My mistake.

I tried to explain myself “Also the hint you gave (while intended to be humorous) implied that the move was extremely simple : capturing the Queen with a pawn.” but you seem to just have ignored that.
*Staring at the Chess board*
"What? What move? I don't see it. There's no good move. I'm not gonna use hint. I'm gonna figure it out myself. I just have to look. It's probably something obvious....
No it's not obvious. It's complicated. It's too hard.... C'mon, c'mon I'm not gonna use hint... I can do it... I can figure it out...."
5 minutes passes.
"I just can't figure it out. It's too tricky. I have to use hint... I have to do it"
*presses hint button*
Hint: Capture the Queen with your pawn.
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