Why do I keep losing

Guys we keep losing and idk what to do. I think something bad is happening to me and I dont like it Did someone put a curse on me when I use to play in second grade. (This is me btw.. maybe the mask doesnt help)

https://www.chess.com/blog/KeSetoKaiba/chess-motivation-through-purpose

It's normal to lose a lot. It's part of the learning process. You have to make it through your best and worst days. If your motivation can't carry you through that, then chess is probably too mentally or emotionally draining for the level you are trying to pursue.

If you want to, but tilt holds you back, then check out my tilt playlist in my YouTube channel (channel link in my chess.com profile).

You have a new account and if you actually picked beginner when you were asked to pick your level, you'd be matched with other beginners from the start. So now your actual rating is adjusting