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im dumb help (edited)

Just think the general rule is that your peak is 100 points over your actual rating, but in rapid is generally less maybe 50 points, so you were never 1895 and have been 1845 this whole time. No one is sad that the electricity price is not as high now as it was during the winter for example. Maybe studying statistics can help you understand rating fluctuations.

4 games in a row. 4 GAMES IN A ROW. I AM LITERALLY THE WORSE CHESS PLAYER ON PLANET EARTH. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN??? Went from 1878 to 1851. I actually thought I could someday become 1900. I ACTUALLY THOUGHT. Im freaking going through a mental breakdown. I wanna end it all. I cant even win anymore. My brain is nonexistent. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!!! If dis happened to anyone else? I was improving so fast, went from 1800 to 1895 in two weeks, and then i jsut hit a wall. Ive been tilting literally ever since. I havent even made it to the 1880s in over a month. I'll bet a million bucks ill never be 1900. 1851 is the lowest ive been in like a month.
im a worse player you know
reaching 1000 elo for me is kind of a dream
when you get to that stage start watching a lot of youtube and play some video games to distract yourself from your losses
when you finally feel better and youre not mad anymore you can play chess again

I honestly suggest not focusing on your rating so much if you crash out from such a small tilt. I understand you were very close, but it's just something that happens. It will keep happening until it doesn't.
idk how to stop caring tho

I honestly suggest not focusing on your rating so much if you crash out from such a small tilt. I understand you were very close, but it's just something that happens. It will keep happening until it doesn't.
idk how to stop caring tho
play against martin lol


At least your not a checkers player! You will definitely get better. You need to stop stressing about your rating,
It is just a game, play when you feel like it- because as long as you play the game of chess consistently your real skill shall never vanish