Indeed, the fact that you have played almost 1100 (!) games more as white than as black means that now, under the new system, you are going to have to make up for this huge deficit.
always draw black+
If that be the case, what it really means is, I'M NO LONGER WELCOME on this site, and I will look for other places to play.
You should have played as many games as black as you did white to start! How is that chess.com's fault?
Indeed, the fact that you have played almost 1100 (!) games more as white than as black means that now, under the new system, you are going to have to make up for this huge deficit.
I don't think it actually works that way, does it? I mean, I think it just does it randomly, doesn't try to make up for past colors.
And by "always" she seems to mean 3 out of 10 (3 of her last 10 games have been as black).
Why do I ALWAYS get black, rather than white?
For a while, I could choose, now I cannot.