UH...... WHO CARES
An Apology
Ella. A club on chess.com is there for your own creativity you can do whatever you want with it and if the members like it they will join. you are not a bad owner, its not always meant to make a serious club or a social hangout, sometimes you can always do what you want and the owner doesn't have to be the best owner qualified to grow a club as a professional. you just get to design it the way you want. You shouldn't be sorry about anything. you grew that club it got taken away from you from unknown reasons I would of reacted the same way. I am sorry that happened to you, but don't bring yourself down because of this, just keep doing what you like, In club you built. You are the rightful owner of A little knight music and Romantics of chess. don't give them away.
But here's the thing. I'm just mentally unstable. My moods change so much and half the time I'm just super depressed and crying a lot like rn. Im not good at running a club.
You are just having negative thoughts. just take a break and come back. you know where to go when you need a friend to talk to
I love you, Lily. But this happens so often and I say negative stuff about myself that stresses out my club members.
I love you too. and I told you I will be here for you. We all care for you and we want to see you happy, we don't like seeing you like this, and I get that it can be hard sometimes but everything will be ok one day, just keep doing what I told you and work for it
I will, and I love you more. But it's just like every time something good happens, theres a bad follow up the next day and i just cry and cry, it makes my club members sad and im really annoying especially when I get that way.
cry..............cry................CRY
i suppose i will. Does this satisfy you?
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Trust me im crying more irl rn

Ella. A club on chess.com is there for your own creativity you can do whatever you want with it and if the members like it they will join. you are not a bad owner, its not always meant to make a serious club or a social hangout, sometimes you can always do what you want and the owner doesn't have to be the best owner qualified to grow a club as a professional. you just get to design it the way you want. You shouldn't be sorry about anything. you grew that club it got taken away from you from unknown reasons I would of reacted the same way. I am sorry that happened to you, but don't bring yourself down because of this, just keep doing what you like, In club you built. You are the rightful owner of A little knight music and Romantics of chess. don't give them away.
But here's the thing. I'm just mentally unstable. My moods change so much and half the time I'm just super depressed and crying a lot like rn. Im not good at running a club.
You are just having negative thoughts. just take a break and come back. you know where to go when you need a friend to talk to
I love you, Lily. But this happens so often and I say negative stuff about myself that stresses out my club members.
I love you too. and I told you I will be here for you. We all care for you and we want to see you happy, we don't like seeing you like this, and I get that it can be hard sometimes but everything will be ok one day, just keep doing what I told you and work for it
I will, and I love you more. But it's just like every time something good happens, theres a bad follow up the next day and i just cry and cry, it makes my club members sad and im really annoying especially when I get that way.
Ik its not as good as a real one but *Hug* I know how you feel. it sucks. and its hard to stay positive but you have many supporting friends waiting for you on the other side. think of it like a marathon, your reaching the end and it feels like your not gonna make it but that one friend comes up and helps you to the finish line. its what I got in my life. I'm sure the same will come to you.

Ella. A club on chess.com is there for your own creativity you can do whatever you want with it and if the members like it they will join. you are not a bad owner, its not always meant to make a serious club or a social hangout, sometimes you can always do what you want and the owner doesn't have to be the best owner qualified to grow a club as a professional. you just get to design it the way you want. You shouldn't be sorry about anything. you grew that club it got taken away from you from unknown reasons I would of reacted the same way. I am sorry that happened to you, but don't bring yourself down because of this, just keep doing what you like, In club you built. You are the rightful owner of A little knight music and Romantics of chess. don't give them away.
But here's the thing. I'm just mentally unstable. My moods change so much and half the time I'm just super depressed and crying a lot like rn. Im not good at running a club.
You are just having negative thoughts. just take a break and come back. you know where to go when you need a friend to talk to
I love you, Lily. But this happens so often and I say negative stuff about myself that stresses out my club members.
I love you too. and I told you I will be here for you. We all care for you and we want to see you happy, we don't like seeing you like this, and I get that it can be hard sometimes but everything will be ok one day, just keep doing what I told you and work for it
I will, and I love you more. But it's just like every time something good happens, theres a bad follow up the next day and i just cry and cry, it makes my club members sad and im really annoying especially when I get that way.
Ik its not as good as a real one but *Hug* I know how you feel. it sucks. and its hard to stay positive but you have many supporting friends waiting for you on the other side. think of it like a marathon, your reaching the end and it feels like your not gonna make it but that one friend comes up and helps you to the finish line. its what I got in my life. I'm sure the same will come to you
Ella. A club on chess.com is there for your own creativity you can do whatever you want with it and if the members like it they will join. you are not a bad owner, its not always meant to make a serious club or a social hangout, sometimes you can always do what you want and the owner doesn't have to be the best owner qualified to grow a club as a professional. you just get to design it the way you want. You shouldn't be sorry about anything. you grew that club it got taken away from you from unknown reasons I would of reacted the same way. I am sorry that happened to you, but don't bring yourself down because of this, just keep doing what you like, In club you built. You are the rightful owner of A little knight music and Romantics of chess. don't give them away.
But here's the thing. I'm just mentally unstable. My moods change so much and half the time I'm just super depressed and crying a lot like rn. Im not good at running a club.
You are just having negative thoughts. just take a break and come back. you know where to go when you need a friend to talk to
I love you, Lily. But this happens so often and I say negative stuff about myself that stresses out my club members.
I love you too. and I told you I will be here for you. We all care for you and we want to see you happy, we don't like seeing you like this, and I get that it can be hard sometimes but everything will be ok one day, just keep doing what I told you and work for it
I will, and I love you more. But it's just like every time something good happens, theres a bad follow up the next day and i just cry and cry, it makes my club members sad and im really annoying especially when I get that way.
Ik its not as good as a real one but *Hug* I know how you feel. it sucks. and its hard to stay positive but you have many supporting friends waiting for you on the other side. think of it like a marathon, your reaching the end and it feels like your not gonna make it but that one friend comes up and helps you to the finish line. its what I got in my life. I'm sure the same will come to you.
I hope so, and tysm Lily. But I might quit the social side of Chess.com soon after being verbally harassed a lot.
you are not alone Hun. you have all of us, and ignore Taylor they are being a bratty 8 yro
Im a bratty 6 yro -_-

Ella. A club on chess.com is there for your own creativity you can do whatever you want with it and if the members like it they will join. you are not a bad owner, its not always meant to make a serious club or a social hangout, sometimes you can always do what you want and the owner doesn't have to be the best owner qualified to grow a club as a professional. you just get to design it the way you want. You shouldn't be sorry about anything. you grew that club it got taken away from you from unknown reasons I would of reacted the same way. I am sorry that happened to you, but don't bring yourself down because of this, just keep doing what you like, In club you built. You are the rightful owner of A little knight music and Romantics of chess. don't give them away.
But here's the thing. I'm just mentally unstable. My moods change so much and half the time I'm just super depressed and crying a lot like rn. Im not good at running a club.
You are just having negative thoughts. just take a break and come back. you know where to go when you need a friend to talk to
I love you, Lily. But this happens so often and I say negative stuff about myself that stresses out my club members.
I love you too. and I told you I will be here for you. We all care for you and we want to see you happy, we don't like seeing you like this, and I get that it can be hard sometimes but everything will be ok one day, just keep doing what I told you and work for it
I will, and I love you more. But it's just like every time something good happens, theres a bad follow up the next day and i just cry and cry, it makes my club members sad and im really annoying especially when I get that way.
Ik its not as good as a real one but *Hug* I know how you feel. it sucks. and its hard to stay positive but you have many supporting friends waiting for you on the other side. think of it like a marathon, your reaching the end and it feels like your not gonna make it but that one friend comes up and helps you to the finish line. its what I got in my life. I'm sure the same will come to you.
I hope so, and tysm Lily. But I might quit the social side of Chess.com soon after being verbally harassed a lot.
dont quit. maybe if u want to do that make a private club for you and your friends only. and set messages to friends only yk? you still have many supporting friends
Goodnight guys. I may be back here tomorrow but I might just use cc to play chess once in a while. If I don't come back I love u guys.

Goodnight guys. I may be back here tomorrow but I might just use cc to play chess once in a while. If I don't come back I love u guys.
awh ok. don't give up too easily on everything. Ill personally throw hands with the people who harass you
Ella. A club on chess.com is there for your own creativity you can do whatever you want with it and if the members like it they will join. you are not a bad owner, its not always meant to make a serious club or a social hangout, sometimes you can always do what you want and the owner doesn't have to be the best owner qualified to grow a club as a professional. you just get to design it the way you want. You shouldn't be sorry about anything. you grew that club it got taken away from you from unknown reasons I would of reacted the same way. I am sorry that happened to you, but don't bring yourself down because of this, just keep doing what you like, In club you built. You are the rightful owner of A little knight music and Romantics of chess. don't give them away.
But here's the thing. I'm just mentally unstable. My moods change so much and half the time I'm just super depressed and crying a lot like rn. Im not good at running a club.
You are just having negative thoughts. just take a break and come back. you know where to go when you need a friend to talk to
I love you, Lily. But this happens so often and I say negative stuff about myself that stresses out my club members.
I love you too. and I told you I will be here for you. We all care for you and we want to see you happy, we don't like seeing you like this, and I get that it can be hard sometimes but everything will be ok one day, just keep doing what I told you and work for it
I will, and I love you more. But it's just like every time something good happens, theres a bad follow up the next day and i just cry and cry, it makes my club members sad and im really annoying especially when I get that way.
cry..............cry................CRY