be yourself. (uncensored)
I was watching the movie Moana the other day. I loved it. I think I was the only person there crying though. Ridiculous really.
My daughter thinks it's great there are positive role models in these movies. Women you know.
I think she's right. Go women!
Anyway I had a thought there I would like to share with you guys.
By the way Ed. If you read this. Blyth! Not Blythe!
You know the ocean, flowers growing, the stars.
I thought I talk about nature like it's nothing.
But nature has power. Force.
I mean we can talk about what we can achieve. How strong we are.
Think of nature's power.
But it hasn't left me happy. I guess because I've left myself with an empty view. I basically currently believe in nothing.
Start from the position of nothing where I'm currently at and build up objectively.
It's clearly ridiculous to say all that exists is chemicals and cells.
That's like saying all I can see is colours.
I've so much music. Hooray! For ever I have had one of two albums. I have loads now! Hooray!
But then believing that truly there is no you is believing that you've already died in a way and I suppose it's inevitable and natural to mourn your own passing!
I need to see a bereavement counsellor as I'm mourning my own passing. For eff's sake!