falling apart inside
I think I'm dead inside. I say im fine all the time but realy, inside im dying of depression and anger.
WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK THEY ARE SO COOL!?!? IF THEY WANNA BE CHAVS, OK. BUT BULLYING SOMEONE ISN'T COOL! I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING BULLIED AND SHOVED AROUND ALL THE TIME. I HAVE TO SIT NEXT TO MY WORST ENEMY FOR AN HOUR TOMORROW AMD SHE CALLED ME A SLUT! ONE MORE BAD COMMENT AND IM DONE FOR GOOD! IM NOT COMMENTING ON CHESS ANYMORE, COMMUNICATING WITH HUMANS OR EVEN BE AT SCHOOL.
WHY MUST THE WORLD JUDGE YOU BASED ON MENTAL CAPACITY OR BEING BORN RIGHT?!?! WHY MUST I BE CURSED TO BE CONSTANTLY IGNORED BY THE PEOPLE AROUND ME, WALKING AROUND ON EGGSHELLS LIKE IM A BOMB ABOUT TO EXPLOUD
Do any of you have any idea how much I cry? Its like 10 times a day! I feel like I'm blamed for everything going wrong in my family and my sister hates me.
AND WHY MUST I BE CURSED TO ALWAYS FALL IN LOVE WITH THE GUYS WHO ARE BETTER THEN ME, WHO I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR
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