so like a few days ago i posted and i quote: 'Well.. i will start by describing myself. im Filip, 15yo boy who is underweighted like 15kg. im introvert, lonely and obviously depressed. i have no friends at all. im so lonely that almost every girl i see im getting crush at. and this everything is longing in like 2 years. i tried many many times to make the situation look better, but i failed. i tried to talk with girls, but i just couldnt approach any. i will add that i have parental control and this is the only forum im able to say anything on. im addicted to... p**n. i have low self-esteem.. idk what kind of fate it is, but its fu**ed up. i never had a real girlfriend, just online ones, so i never been hugged. i would do anything to hug and cry in someone's embrace... i cant take it anymore...' end of a quote. well... i did it... i make it through... i met a few girls from my neirbourhood by fb (because i convinced my dad to do so) and now.. i have a really good friends... maybe in a few weeks one of them would be my gf, i really hope so. thank you to everyone who was holding my back and they were with me when i needed them... thank you ofc to the whole community of chess.com... heartfelt thanks to PinkGirl. thats all. have a good day...