It's not, trust.
how to close acc?

Don't worry. I'm getting the mods to help you with this
https://www.chess.com/forum/view/community/stop-the-incessant-suicide-notes
Don't worry. I'm getting the mods to help you with this
https://www.chess.com/forum/view/community/stop-the-incessant-suicide-notes
#40 what if it's serious?