How you guys dealing with beauty

Like if you are trying to buy a product online or offline just because it came to your mind, . If you are dreaming of buying an expensive digital piano or acoustic violin even if you have neither the money and have miserably of trying to play harmonica sitting at home and never had any formal musical lesson. I even sometimes find beauty in an institution and try to enter there, 

It all implies that I am motivated by beauty and it always turns out unidirectional for me. So what should I do?

No it implies you have impulse control issues. Learn self control

all that glitters may not be gold , 

And all that is gold does not glitter

That's why when I try to buy a product I always go to amazon. Because the parcel will take 6 to 7 days to reach me and if I change my mind within 7 days I can always get my money back. Same thing with 7 day free trial. 

math is beauty. but i can't get equations to giggle.

But you certainly have tried it once, maybe not that one but elementary algebra. 

Of course, nobody will going to play solo chess with society AFTER their mother and father will be dead. 

Resign

The only right answer

I think people should come out and speak out their mind openly. I love every non living things and every biotic organism but with people I  include only specific people to my love list. This is my love story.