Maybe Man (my way) (song)

I wish I could write

Like AJR can

Cause then I could say

Why I’m feeling bad

But if I could write

All the things that I feel

I’d focus on them

And then I’d never heal

.

I wish I could see

When my friends need my help

Cause then I could be there

When they're feeling unwell

But I’d never sleep

Cause they’d always need help

Do I want to know

When they’re feeling unwell?

.

Wish I was a king

A ruler above I’d try to rule fair

And I would probably be loved

But if I was in charge I’d probably mess up

I don’t want to rule, I’m not enough

.

I wish I could act

Like I wasn’t upset

You all would believe

That there’s joy in my head

But if i was sad I’d be by myself

Maybe i should tell you Im unwell

.

In some other life

I’d be enough I’d get it all right

And I’d never mess up

But as hard as I wish

I’ll never be there

So I’ll just give up,

Why should I care?

.

If I wasn’t me

Would I be happy then?

Cause I’m ****ing tired

Of the person I’ve been

But if I wasn’t me

Would I miss who I was I

don’t want to change

Oh, I’m so dumb

.

Wish I didn’t care

When you suffered and cried

I Wish I could shrug

When someone went and died

But if I didn’t care

Would I be a bad guy?

I want to feel pain

When my friends cry

.

wish I was strong

Like a hero from war

I wish I could save you

When you’re broken and torn

But though I want strength

I don’t want to work

I’d rather be weak

And have no worth

.

I wish I was God

And could fix all your lives

I’d stop every war

And I’d make it all right I could end pain

And could cure all disease

Why doesn’t God cure everything?

And if I was God

Then pain would be gone I’d never let hell hit anyone

But I can’t be God

And He leaves us in pain

It’s so hard to get

Why He brings rain

.

I wish I was me

And I didn’t feel bad I wish I could smile

But I’m left feeling sad

And if you need me I

’ll be there for you

Maybe that’s all

That I can do

#20 *chair*

boy that’s big-

u. do. not. go. on. da. websait. 

forget it 😭

Exquisite.

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