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Apr 2, 2016
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#85
I observe this love , am I the love or am I the observer ?
I observer my arms but I am not my arms , what I truly am is the observer .
I observer my arms but I am not my arms , what I truly am is the observer .
Apr 2, 2016
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#87
What is it that I want to do ?
I want to eat, drink and have sex , I want to defecate . I want to fulfil my physical needs .
I want to eat, drink and have sex , I want to defecate . I want to fulfil my physical needs .
Apr 2, 2016
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#89
Experience is the observer and the observed in the present moment continually
Apr 2, 2016
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#91
I hear the waves , am I the waves the observer or both ?
The car makes a noise , my ears detect the noise , my brain translates the information , experience is the observer and the observed in the present moment continually
The car makes a noise , my ears detect the noise , my brain translates the information , experience is the observer and the observed in the present moment continually
Apr 2, 2016
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#93
I have a good idea of what I am , I know that free will doesn't exist and I know experience is the observer and the observed in the present moment continually .
Apr 2, 2016
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#94
Is my thought separate from my will or can I observe my thoughts feelings and behaviours ?
I can observe my will and I can observe my behaviour . Free will does not exist .
I can observe my will and I can observe my behaviour . Free will does not exist .
Apr 2, 2016
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#95
I'm sure there's nothing wrong with being mindful . Mapping might be a mistake though
Apr 2, 2016
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#96
I had something that felt a bit like a choice last night . I know I'm going to get it for posting about this . Anyway before I do I would like to say anyone and everyone is welcome here but please only your own words . I don't mind links but I want to hear from people themselves .
Apr 2, 2016
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#97
Md talked about make a choice , make a choice . I wondered if he was right . That perhaps in passively observing reality I was being instinctive and not taking control . Abdicating responsibility. Anyway the whole my father thing came to a head last night and I'll talk about it
Apr 2, 2016
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#98
Okay so I did in fact ring my father . I've spoken to him a couple of times . A beautiful guy told me that I should give him the chance to say goodbye and I agreed . Then my wife said give him a chance I'm begging you so I did .
But things were hard. He's never talked to me my whole life . I felt nervous and uncomfortable . He wasn't interested in me . I didn't know what to do . Felt I didn't know how to decide whether or not to talk with him .
But things were hard. He's never talked to me my whole life . I felt nervous and uncomfortable . He wasn't interested in me . I didn't know what to do . Felt I didn't know how to decide whether or not to talk with him .
Apr 2, 2016
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#100
Well someone said to me you know think about how you'll feel if he dies . I saw that I'd regret not saying goodbye so I phoned him and told him I wouldn't be calling again but no hard feelings and thanks for the support he'd given me .
Anyway I guess I analysed a bit before I acted so it felt a little like a choice . Even though in the end I just reacted really to what someone said .
I had saw though through thinking about things that I wasn't willing to make myself very uncomfortable talking to him .
Perhaps if I'd ever been close to him I'd have felt a love that would have been enough I'd feel it worth helping him .
Anyway I guess I analysed a bit before I acted so it felt a little like a choice . Even though in the end I just reacted really to what someone said .
I had saw though through thinking about things that I wasn't willing to make myself very uncomfortable talking to him .
Perhaps if I'd ever been close to him I'd have felt a love that would have been enough I'd feel it worth helping him .
I am a will .