Thanks. It's nice knowing that I have at least some sympathy and friends to give that sympathy.
Pessimism
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Any time I feel sad I think how easily I could be in Afghanistan and I realize how tiny my problems are.
You could stop posting on forums so much so people can't be nasty to you and just come mostly for the chess playing.
ClavierCavalier wrote:
You could stop posting on forums so much so people can't be nasty to you and just come mostly for the chess playing.
That's not the issue.
They hate me because I "troll" on their forums when I have no intention to do so, nor do I do it on purpose.
Nobody hates you. They just reprimand you when you are doing something socially incorrect in the hope that you will learn to behave in a mutually supportive manner.
ivandh wrote:
Nobody hates you. They just reprimand you when you are doing something socially incorrect in the hope that you will learn to behave in a mutually supportive manner.
They weren't being very nice either way.
snakesbelly had an entire team of people trying to exile me from the forum and this site.
I think he seriously thinks I am a old, obese Puerto Rican man. That hurt me.
People thinking that I am lying when I'm actually telling the truth is my biggest emotional vulnerability. I AM A CANADIAN CHINESE IMMIGRANT! WHY DOES NO ONE THINK I AM TELLING THE TRUTH?!!!!
snakesbelly called me "a super troll" and a "super rude old man". It really hurt. It almost made me cry.
Then see post #5.
I prefer the italicized portion of my original post better. It better describes what I am feeling right now.
Besides, I don't want to be regionalist (if the word can be used like that).
I can honestly understand why someone would think WeisseSchachlade2109 is a troll...
I don't see why it's so hard to believe you're a Canadian of chinese origin. When I've been to Canada to visist family, I've seen many of immigrants, especially in Toronto. I think most Americans think Canada is 100% white people who live in small country villages. Then there are those Americans who think Canadians have flappy heads due to their mouth going through their whole head.
WeisseSchachlade2109 wrote:
You arrrre rrrrrude Mister Snake! You live in Rrrrrussia which is just as cold if not colder than Canada so those jokes all apply to you too! 3:<
And where I live in San Diego is full of Chinese immigrrrrants so why wouldn't some of them move to Canada instead?
That would depend on where in Canada and Russia.
snakesbelly wrote:
Yes ,for instance I am about 13 000 kilometers south west of Moscow. And btw my questions about Canadians were not jokes ...you hear a lot of stuff about those guys...was just asking.
Really?
I didn't, so I can't answer those questions.
Didn't hear about those things about Canada you mentioned.
snakesbelly wrote:
Well that's OK ,apparently Canada is all about showing appreciation for your favorite hairdye . This means there are now two countries that doesn't actually exist ...Belgium and Canada and if Canada doesn't exist then my Puerto Rico theory is becoming uncomfortably close to the truth ...
The guy said that Canada has a way of showing appreciation for your favorite hair dye. Not all about it.
Very well.
Look at any world map or globe. The upper half of the land mass of which USA and Mexico also constitutes, with all the tiny little islands near the arctic, is Canada. Directly across the arctic from there is your home, Russia.
You clearly misunderstand. I'll put this a different way:
Start from the country known as Russia.
Travel northwards across the arctic until you reach the area just above USA.
You are now in Canada.
IN CONDITIONS LIKE THESE= IT IS BEST TO REPORT THE PLAYER TO ADMIN-AT CHESS.COM
1. I said above USA
2. This is my forum, and thus, I can do whatever I want on it.
Within my several months of recreating an account on chess.com, I have gone through a lot of psychological pain due to some of the site's members.
Now I feel very down, with only one reason to keep going back on chess.com: to play chess.
An army of people have wielded their verbal whips, flogging my optimism and emotion with no break in their apathy. A forum has now taken the form of a nightmare, and I now begrudge talking to other people. I want to leave, but my want to play chess makes me stay here. But I am in constant suffering, and none want to help.
Outcast. My eyes see eternal night, with no sign of dawn on the horizon.If it is my destiny to live in perpetual darkness, apathy, loneliness, barrenness, bareness, and nakedness, may I have never been born! May that day be cursed!
Curse it, oh God! Cast it to hell along with my life, for I deserve better!